I don’t know anymore

"You can’t escape your heart 
So it’s better to listen 
To what it has to say"
As Paulo Coelho said 

Unconsciously 
I guess I’ve always lived by that
And now consciously 
Forever will 

But what happens 
When you can’t understand 
What your heart is saying 

Words splattered 
Here and there 
Your mind tries to piece them together 
But your heart doesn’t care 
Instead 
It screams ‘passions’,
‘Unfulfilled dreams’ 
Yet your mind screams 
“You are still young,
You have time,
Dreams don’t happen instantly 
How the greatest ones 
Happen progressively”

The bridge 
Between your head and heart 
Is not a bridge 
But an ocean 
As it seems your eyes are speaking 
What your heart has been articulating..
..Is it the 
Unfathomable 
Or uncontrollable 
Fantasies
Or dreams 
Music
Or madness 
Wonders 
Or curiosities 
Pain 
Or scars 
Exploring
Or escaping
People 
Or places 
Love 
With its forever prevailing hope
For it to come into scope 

Is it ‘and’ 
Rather than ‘or’

I don’t think my heart knows anymore.

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